Chinese new yr is coming soon.. n yet, im now dwn with flu.. tat really kinda sucks.. i wasnt workin very hard.. work has not been very stressful till that.. but to think about it... i think i know what's the cause of my body system breaking down..

have been staying up till very late @ night.. i can only sleep after 3am..
since after my rather frequent night shifts that im on..
& honestly, i dont eat regular meals..
i would only have 1 or 2 meals each day..
& i don't go out as much as i did last year.. on my off days..
now i would spend my off days bumming @ home.. watch TV programs..
what a couch potato i have become..
honestly, i dont know how long will i be like this..
i kinda start to get worry about this irregular system that im having..
maybe i've stil not get out of the 'dpression' mode fully yet..
or maybe i should getting a new sport to start with..
but im worried for my both knees.. i had minimize all the active activities so that i would not injure or aggravate the condition.. thats one of the reason that i'd become so lazy.. darn..!!

i hope this flu will go away asap so that i can enjoy the chinese new yr.. the food.. & i can start getting my active lifestyle back!! ;D

To my dear frens who have been worried about me.. esp regarding abt this new guy tat i like.. okie.. almost fall in love wif.. wel, its juz an infatuation & Im already all over abt him ya.. Im standin firm on the ground with my both feet, my mind & heart are as clear as the sky. ;)

Im over wif the new guy, & thanks to him tat im over Mr W.. whom i've been hoping, 'longing' for, for the last 1 & 1/2yr.. due to some reasons that onli a few knew wat's been goin on.. Anyway, There's nothing goin on betw this new guy, Mr Z, & me..
Well, like wat i told anna.. everyone of us deserve a partner who loves u, cares for u,
takes care of u, ;p

I juz came to realise how Men feel or why did they say that women are the most unreasonable creature in the world.. or Never ever argue with a woman, cos u'll never win them over..

the best example i have is my mum.. yes, i hate to say it, but its the truth..
never really felt that way until juz now.. argh.. i hate it..!! was really pissed off with her.. dun ask me wat happen cos i really dun wanna talk abt it.. anyway, she'll be okie after a few days.. or mayb tml.. i dun really wanna care cos it is realy such a small matter..!!!! Darn!! When i did some reflection, after closing my bedroom door.. i realised that prob the men in my family (dad & bro) alreadi knew this.. they always choose to keep quiet n let her continue with all the complaining, nagging.. or watever it is.. they juz zipped up their mouth.

What a way to end the day before i go to sleep.. sucks man..

Almost In LOVE..!!


the feeling is so complicated,
couldnt fal in love wif him as he's already attached
& i know his gf before i gotta know him
but i am attracted to him frm the 1st time i see him
he fit in almost into all my criteria.. except tat.. which is a big no no
Never Ever be the 3rd party
Never Ever like my fren's bf

Im sure i'll be having very sweet dreams tonite
i really love the way he hugs me
the feeling of security
I like to way he give a peck on my face when we meet
it is so gentle & sweet
tonite he hugged me 3 times when we're dancing..
& he said.. i juz wanna hug you..
isnt tat sweet?? ;)
I felt like a little gal, happy, sweet & in heaven
when he planted 3 soft gentle pecks on my forehead, eyes & cheeks b4 i left
he had never done tat b4..
& the way he held my hands.. reluctantly letting go when i bid gd bye

okie, dun get it over my head..
gotta stay clear in my mind!!
He's juz being sweet, he's a sweet guy
or he's juz flirting with me
Dun read too much in it!!
He has got a GF, Damn it!!

okie, okie.. juz let mi drown myself in this dream tonite
& everything will be back to normal when i open my eyes in the morning..
:)


IM BACK

I knew im gettin back to my normal self when i regain back my appetite
for the past 2wks.. i have been only having 1 or 2 meals each day..
tonite, we had a seafood dinner @ Lau Pat Sat wif my dear colleagues
We really indulged ourselves with all the food we had ordered
People around our table knew how scary we were
12 dishes for 5 of us!! our table is full of food!! there were so much food!!
We couldnt believe it either ;D
but stil we able to finish 3/4 of the food,
honestly, its really not too bad!
people around us gave us a look which we dun really care though ;p
best of all, after the over-indulgence, i went for my salsa dancing
which i had totally enjoyed myself, i have all the energy & had danced non stop for abt 3hrs.. :D but his presence is definitely not the main reason.. cos i was already feeling high & happy from the dancing before he even reach. (without the alcohol, of cos!!)
okie, time to be in my dreamland.. *a pat on my back* welcome myself back ;D

Am proud to present my 2nd piece of embroidery.. & finally can post the pics up cos i finally had passed it to Anna, my best friend, as her Xmas present 2005!! ;D

i know it's past xmas, but well, we both were too busy to mit up due to our tight schedules.. & its never too late isnt? Hope she really likes it. ;)

My 1st piece of embroidery.. well, was done few years back actually.. & it was given to my boyfriend then.. ;) hmm.. shld have taken a pic of it.. now im thinking of doin another one.. for another gd friend of mine.. cant say it out here, cos suppose to be a nice surprise.. will have to go n buy one soon.. ;)

Coco & my embroidery 

my 2nd piece of Embroidery work ;) 

Was out wif my 'Sisters' to Karaoke @ Partyworld.. ;)
Used to be one of our fav hangout plce.. its been a long time since we 3 of us mit up together as well actualy. do miss the times when we always hang out together, party, clubbing, drinking.. we've known one another for abt 11yrs.. woah.. times realli flies!!!! gotta look for the old pics n post them up.. haha.. to see the difference.. before & after.. ;)

I love him, & i know he loves me too!  

My Love, Coco