Chinese new yr is coming soon.. n yet, im now dwn with flu.. tat really kinda sucks.. i wasnt workin very hard.. work has not been very stressful till that.. but to think about it... i think i know what's the cause of my body system breaking down..

have been staying up till very late @ night.. i can only sleep after 3am..
since after my rather frequent night shifts that im on..
& honestly, i dont eat regular meals..
i would only have 1 or 2 meals each day..
& i don't go out as much as i did last year.. on my off days..
now i would spend my off days bumming @ home.. watch TV programs..
what a couch potato i have become..
honestly, i dont know how long will i be like this..
i kinda start to get worry about this irregular system that im having..
maybe i've stil not get out of the 'dpression' mode fully yet..
or maybe i should getting a new sport to start with..
but im worried for my both knees.. i had minimize all the active activities so that i would not injure or aggravate the condition.. thats one of the reason that i'd become so lazy.. darn..!!

i hope this flu will go away asap so that i can enjoy the chinese new yr.. the food.. & i can start getting my active lifestyle back!! ;D

To my dear frens who have been worried about me.. esp regarding abt this new guy tat i like.. okie.. almost fall in love wif.. wel, its juz an infatuation & Im already all over abt him ya.. Im standin firm on the ground with my both feet, my mind & heart are as clear as the sky. ;)

Im over wif the new guy, & thanks to him tat im over Mr W.. whom i've been hoping, 'longing' for, for the last 1 & 1/2yr.. due to some reasons that onli a few knew wat's been goin on.. Anyway, There's nothing goin on betw this new guy, Mr Z, & me..
Well, like wat i told anna.. everyone of us deserve a partner who loves u, cares for u,
takes care of u, ;p

I juz came to realise how Men feel or why did they say that women are the most unreasonable creature in the world.. or Never ever argue with a woman, cos u'll never win them over..

the best example i have is my mum.. yes, i hate to say it, but its the truth..
never really felt that way until juz now.. argh.. i hate it..!! was really pissed off with her.. dun ask me wat happen cos i really dun wanna talk abt it.. anyway, she'll be okie after a few days.. or mayb tml.. i dun really wanna care cos it is realy such a small matter..!!!! Darn!! When i did some reflection, after closing my bedroom door.. i realised that prob the men in my family (dad & bro) alreadi knew this.. they always choose to keep quiet n let her continue with all the complaining, nagging.. or watever it is.. they juz zipped up their mouth.

What a way to end the day before i go to sleep.. sucks man..

Almost In LOVE..!!


the feeling is so complicated,
couldnt fal in love wif him as he's already attached
& i know his gf before i gotta know him
but i am attracted to him frm the 1st time i see him
he fit in almost into all my criteria.. except tat.. which is a big no no
Never Ever be the 3rd party
Never Ever like my fren's bf

Im sure i'll be having very sweet dreams tonite
i really love the way he hugs me
the feeling of security
I like to way he give a peck on my face when we meet
it is so gentle & sweet
tonite he hugged me 3 times when we're dancing..
& he said.. i juz wanna hug you..
isnt tat sweet?? ;)
I felt like a little gal, happy, sweet & in heaven
when he planted 3 soft gentle pecks on my forehead, eyes & cheeks b4 i left
he had never done tat b4..
& the way he held my hands.. reluctantly letting go when i bid gd bye

okie, dun get it over my head..
gotta stay clear in my mind!!
He's juz being sweet, he's a sweet guy
or he's juz flirting with me
Dun read too much in it!!
He has got a GF, Damn it!!

okie, okie.. juz let mi drown myself in this dream tonite
& everything will be back to normal when i open my eyes in the morning..
:)


IM BACK

I knew im gettin back to my normal self when i regain back my appetite
for the past 2wks.. i have been only having 1 or 2 meals each day..
tonite, we had a seafood dinner @ Lau Pat Sat wif my dear colleagues
We really indulged ourselves with all the food we had ordered
People around our table knew how scary we were
12 dishes for 5 of us!! our table is full of food!! there were so much food!!
We couldnt believe it either ;D
but stil we able to finish 3/4 of the food,
honestly, its really not too bad!
people around us gave us a look which we dun really care though ;p
best of all, after the over-indulgence, i went for my salsa dancing
which i had totally enjoyed myself, i have all the energy & had danced non stop for abt 3hrs.. :D but his presence is definitely not the main reason.. cos i was already feeling high & happy from the dancing before he even reach. (without the alcohol, of cos!!)
okie, time to be in my dreamland.. *a pat on my back* welcome myself back ;D

Am proud to present my 2nd piece of embroidery.. & finally can post the pics up cos i finally had passed it to Anna, my best friend, as her Xmas present 2005!! ;D

i know it's past xmas, but well, we both were too busy to mit up due to our tight schedules.. & its never too late isnt? Hope she really likes it. ;)

My 1st piece of embroidery.. well, was done few years back actually.. & it was given to my boyfriend then.. ;) hmm.. shld have taken a pic of it.. now im thinking of doin another one.. for another gd friend of mine.. cant say it out here, cos suppose to be a nice surprise.. will have to go n buy one soon.. ;)

Coco & my embroidery 

my 2nd piece of Embroidery work ;) 

Was out wif my 'Sisters' to Karaoke @ Partyworld.. ;)
Used to be one of our fav hangout plce.. its been a long time since we 3 of us mit up together as well actualy. do miss the times when we always hang out together, party, clubbing, drinking.. we've known one another for abt 11yrs.. woah.. times realli flies!!!! gotta look for the old pics n post them up.. haha.. to see the difference.. before & after.. ;)

I love him, & i know he loves me too!  

My Love, Coco 

Passed by this cool plce, Lava East 

One Day Factory Tour & Shopping 

I thought it was goin to the end of the world over the week, when it started raining continously for 3days.. when i dun see or feel the warmth of the sun even during the day.. worse, i was working on nite shifts during the rainy nites.. when everyone is snuggling up in their bed, warmed, underneath the blankets..
Sadness, depression got over me especially when im seeing peoples' lives getting weaker n weaker as days goes by.. body is giving up, but the mind is stil goin on strong.. struggling to survive..
I admit i do look down on people who tried to take away their life, who dun treasure their lives.. there're people out there who are struggling to be alive.. selfish, narrow-minded i would say, but of cos ther're cases that calls to differ.. i know. diff reason, diff point of view. everyone has our own opinion.

i told mum abt my last wish, if there's any mishap happen to me.. dun try so hard for me. i dun mind dying young, @ least i can donate all my gd organs out when im young. response frm her was not as receptive as i wanted it to be, but i said im serious, n i repeated twice. i tink it got into her the second time when she kept her silence.

I dun like death, people dying.. worse, when i know someone is dying n i couldnt do anything abt it.. i hate the feeling of being helplessness.. weakness, foolishness, wel, nobody likes it.. dying in a slow process is veri tormenting, painful for both the individual & his loved ones.. i would rather my loved ones to go in peace, painless way.. definitely not in pain, struggle.. & same goes for me too. Im not afraid of death, cos its juz a matter of time. one doesnt have to go through all the stages of life, 生老病死.. one doesnt have to be old to die..

was reading an article in the newpaper sunday today.. title- Avoid true love for a longer life.. saying Love stinks, & true love stinks the most. he has a conclusion tat when u truly fall in love, there's only 1 outcome & that is DEATH. :D
the examples he gave was rather reasonable.. like Romeo & Juliet, Anthony & Cleopatra which both parties died.. Titanic, Troy, Kingkong, Moulin rouge.. either the guy/gal died.. :(

Another fact tat he stated is tat those gals @ Velvet, thumper, MOS.. u can see it in their eyes that they're looking for men they can depend on, their true love.. & the truthful fact is tat, the guys in these kind of plces are definitely not thinking abt the same thing! I hope gals who are stil in their dreamland of looking for their true love in these kind of plces do read this article n get tat into their mind.

So is there really such thing as TRUE LOVE? I really wonder.. there was once i thought i had found mine, but i was 18/19yrs old then.. he was a really wonderful guy with really pleasant, warm, loving family members who treated me like their family.. but things dun turned out to be the way i thought it would be, but im still glad that we can still maintain the friendship after a bad breakup..

i've always felt tat im blessed in almost everyway, anyway.. that no matter how hard the road has been or is goin to be, i've my friends, my close ones, my loved ones being there for me, & along the way, i get to know more nice people, kind folks. that's my greatest fortune & blessing in my life, tat im sure. ;)

When there is life, there will be death.
Every second, minute, hour
there will be new born of life,
there will also be life ending,
in every part, any part of the world.

There will be tears of joy & happiness,
there will be tears of sorrow & sadness.
But Love will be all around.

Love, for self, for people around,
for the things one treasure.

What do you treasure most?
What do you want in life?
What do you need in life?
What are your purpose in life?
What is/are the meaning of your life?
What are your dreams in life?
What is important in your life?
How do you want to live your life?

Life is precious, treasure it.
Make the most out of it.
You are not alone in this world.
There are times when you felt that you are alone,
but you are not.
Somehow, somewhere,
there are someone like you, going through the same experience,
having the same thoughts as you.. being alone.

Loneliness is not when you are being alone with no-one to go out with,
It is when you shut everyone out of your life.

What Color Is Your Aura?
destiny, you're a Gold!
We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

What's Your Signature Color?
destiny, your signature color is Golden Sunrise

No doubt about it. A vivacious, positive force like you needs to be represented by a color that warms up any room. That's why Golden Sunrise is the perfect color for you! There's nothing bland about you — in fact many would say you're a lively presence at any gathering! And speaking of gatherings, few are complete unless you can at least make a cameo appearance, spreading smiles, laughter, and sunshine in your wake. People can't help but light up when you walk in a room, which is the secret to how you get so much done in a day. Your sunny disposition makes you a pleasure to do business with, and that's why you're so good at making the world go around — at least your little corner of it. Nice work, Sunrise! So keep spreading those rays wherever you go!

COULD IT BE COINCIDENCE OR ...? I WONDER... ;)

What's Your Lucky Charm?
destiny, your lucky charm is a Rabbit's Foot!

There's just something mysterious about you when it comes to luck. That's why your good luck charm is a rabbit's foot.

Originating in the voodoo back waters of the bayou, the rabbit's foot is extremely powerful and brings good luck to all (except rabbits).

Some say that the rabbit must be killed during a full moon by a cross-eyed person and the left hind foot must be carried in the left jacket pocket for it to be truly lucky. However this is not always the case. Given the bunny's reputation for fertility, you might get lucky at the mere thought of a rabbit's foot.

Regardless of your ritual, carrying a colorful rabbit's foot is a constant reminder that you are lucky, and have great things to look forward to.

P.S. hmm... People out there who know wher to get a rabbit's foot... do let me know ya.. ;D I really wonder if there's such a Lucky Charm eh.. does sound a little weird though.. ;p

yes folks, im stil single.. & people like to ask me why am i stil single.. well.. the answer is tis.. ;)

What Are You Looking for in a Relationship?
destiny, you're looking for a Soul Mate

Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.

So to my caring/curious/kaypoh friends.. dun ask me the big Qn anymore ya.. ;)
Thank you veri muchy. ;p

people who know me oreadi knows that i have some plans for my wedding day since last yr.. although im stilll waiting for the right guy to come along. wel, its always gd to plan early isnt? well, dun be surprised that i even had my funeral planned as well.. hahahha!! im not kidding you!!!! actually, i had my funeral planned in mind even b4 i had my wedding planned yah.. i had thoughts abt my funeral when i was 19yrs old..!! anyway, gals will always remains as gals.. always like to plan stuffs early.. ;D it just happens that i saw this test n took it.. ;p lets see my results..!!!!! ;D

What's Your Wedding Wish?

destiny, your wedding wish is to Let Love Rule

Of course you want to be married in a gorgeous location in a fabulous dress! But when it comes your wedding, what's most important to you is spending time with the people you care about. After all, this is an occasion that honors love, respect, and commitment between people, so it's no surprise that you also want to celebrate the people who helped you get there.

You're probably a wedding planner who likes to ask for advice when making the bigger decisions, and you're not afraid to delegate duties to close friends and family. You see this as everyone's celebration, so it's of utmost importance to you that everyone feels welcome and a part of the festivities. And that's how happily ever after begins.

I REALLY BEGIN TO LOVE TO TAKE TESTS FRM www.tickle.com
MOST OF THEM ARE REALLY QUITE ACCURATE!! ;D
FOLKS, TRY THEM OUT!!! YOU'LL BE SURPRISED & ENJOYING IT TOO AS WELL!! ;)

What Dance Style Are You?

destiny, you're like the Tango!

Mysterious and oh-so-sexy, you like to keep people guessing. Not one to show your cards too quickly, you get a kick out of being in control of the situation. Like your signature dance, you know just where you're going and how to get there, and you'll do it with charm, grace, and a twist of intrigue.

Whether you're turning heads on the dance floor, at a party, or around town, you simply prefer to be the center of attention. From the way you dress to how you move to what you do (and don't) say, you never fail to leave people wanting more. That's hot!


- tink this test is rather true.. ;p hahahha..!! ;D 1 thing not true is that i dun like to be the center of attention though. all i want is to have a great time dancing & being with my friends. ;) i can b the centre of attention but wel, i dun care realli!!

Being a nurse means.........

Being a Nurse Means…


You will never be bored.
You will always be frustrated.
You will be surrounded by challenges.
So much to do and so little time.
You will carry immense responsibility,
And little authority.
You will step into people’s lives,
And you will make a difference.
Some will curse you,
Many will bless you.
You will see people at their worst…
And humanity at its best.
You will never ceased to be amazed
At people’s capacity for
Love, Courage and Endurance.
You will see life begin…and end.
You will experience resounding triumphs
And devastating failures.
You will cry a lot,
You will laugh a lot.
You will know what it is to be human
And to be humane.

Juz received a mail frm a guy in my frenster.. not reali a mail.. a rose.. like a smile.. those who are in frenster shld know.. anyway.. juz wanna let this guy.. u know who you r.. if u're reading this.. anyway, juz stop bothering mi will ya!!!!!!???

i've oreadi told u tat i dun tink we can be friends anymore n i reali cant stand you.. i dun know why or wat u've said or wat u've done.. juz get off my back okie!!!!!!??? I juz find you veri irritating, u juz get mi veri irritable, frustrated whenever you call, n now even when u juz send mi an email.. i oso get very angry.. dun ask mi why!! cos i reali dun know!!!

I DUN NEED A REASON TO FEEL WHAT I FEEL!!!! AND I TRUST MY INTUITION!!!!!!!! A WOMAN'S INTUITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, This Mr K.. u know who u r.. i dun wanna be rude across the phone or up to yr face, juz forget abt our brief frenship!!!! stop calling me, sendin me watever mails/sms. Juz STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & IM SERIOUS ABT IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Buddies @ work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;) 

The magazine- Tech 3C 

That was my 1st time doing a photoshoot for a magazine.. & well, the pic turned out quite gd isnt? ;p I really love the feel of the pic tat was taken on me lying on the beach.. it was really quite an experience that i wont forget.. never knew 'being a model' was so tough n difficult.. but it was really fun!! We spent almost the day doing the shoot.. in the rain.. It was suppose to be an outdoor photoshoot.. but it started raining since morning.. suppose to be @ Bukit batok, Xiao Guilin.. but in the end ended @ sentosa.. ;) long long story.. anyway, did the photoshoot to help Rachel for the launching of the company mag.. a few of us frm the salsa scene helped her.. alice.. sebaz.. but all of us did the photoshoot individually.. the whole mag is reali veri cool!! with the cool gadgets!! ;)
for those people who like IT/gadgets mags.. do try to get a copy of the mag, Tech 3C, show them some support ya! i dun know how,where to get them.. so keep your eyes open @ the mag vendors!! ;p

Posing on the wet sandy beach 

'Relaxing' & Posing on the big stones...  

Some perceive me as High Maintainence gal, who needs lots of pampering, gifts or so whatever. Some said that i have high standards for my man.. but what do they know about what i want from my man of my dreams, cos I dun even know what standards do i have.. Had a chat wif BK one day and we were talkin about what we are looking for in our partner.. the 5 C's.. Behold.. Not the 5 C's that you people are thinking abt.. our 5 C's are- Caring, Comfortable, Communicating, Concern &.... well.. cant rem what's the last C.. shucks.. ;p okie.. for the time-being. let the last C be Connection. ;D

Today, was takin a cab to somewher.. the cabby uncle was chatting wif me abt life.. men & women.. he asked me if i've heard abt what does men/women want for their partner.. reply was "What men want frm women is, a lot of understanding,but a little love. What women want frm men is, lots of love,but a little understanding. Love here meaning, saying 'i love you' to their partner everyday.. This is a general statement of truth.. but I said to myself.. well, I need lots of understanding & Love as well.. ;D Mr Cabby heard wat i said & he replied.. Men shld never ever try to understand women Cos we are too difficult, too hard to understand.. & men would never understand women!! Cos we are from Venus & Men frm MARS!!!!!!! duh...

Another pointer he said.. Women shld never try to expect their man to change. Men wont want their women to change. hmm.. Women shld not have any expectations frm men or trying to change them as men would not change.. unless until when men turns 50s.. when hormonal changes.. another fact of life he said.. the Man who is veri fierce/strict wif their children.. will be veri loving, caring to their grandchildren. But as for women.. if they're strict toward her children, wil be the same to her grandchildren.. well.. hmm..

SALSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Group pic! 

Salsa Hunks & Babes 

Cheering for the New Coming Yr 2006 ;) 

Game of TABOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

Frens of Salsa 

the spacious dancefloor!! 

End of yr party! 

sorry folks for the super late update of my blog.. but i was reali occupied.. busy.. working.. partying.. ;p stil wanna say a 'HAPPY NEW YR'!!!!!!!!!!! ;D

Its a brand new yr with brand new hopes, wishes, luck!!!!!!

Had a countdown party wif Salsa frens.. well, its abt the same grp whom i had counted down wif for xmas.. ;) We had our salsa party @ Bayshore Park, aerobics room.. got the room booked by Ting.. ;) All thanks to her that we actually had a nice, great evening & nite which we do not have to be somewhere noisy..(our rowdiness is gd enuff) crowded.. packed.. dirty.. ;) well, it was reali so different frm the past yrs tat i had b4.. i'd tried b4 countdwn parties @ Sentosa, Suntec, Orchard.. well, indeed i was a 'Pppaaarttttyyy Animal..' ;p well, tink abt it.. every yr is different.. ;p

Wil post the pics up soon..!!

God Bless!!

Netball Babes!! ;)